Joshua.......Ryan........Pinyan
As he stood at the edge of the platform, waiting for his name to be called so that he could walk across the stage to be "hooded" by Dean Staver, and then receive his diploma from the Liberty University School of Law.....my thoughts go back to other graduation ceremonies. Each time, he would stand at the side of the stage and wait for his name to be called; and every time...there would be a pause.....my heart would jump up to my throat and my vision would blur. (Why is it that the tear ducts fill up when I want to see clearly as I video my children finishing one chapter in their life, and beginning another one.)
This was a familiar pause that I have heard all through his life; Pre-School Graduation; High School Graduation; College Graduation; and now Law School. You would think that I would be accustomed to this pause.....this waiting to hear his name called.....this moment when my son, my little boy, takes his next step in life and continues to grow into the fine young man that God has been shaping from his first breath. Even then, there was the pause.....the tears.....and the words...Joshua....Ryan.....Pinyan.
I guess you could say that I am a proud father, but the correct term would be.....
I am a blessed father. God has blessed me beyond words. He has blessed me with Karen, to help me in this life. He has blessed me with two beautiful children and a great son-in-law. Most of all, He has blessed me with pauses......and tears.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
God You Reign
Sunday night I was having rehearsal at the church with some of the Praise Team to get ready for next weekend. Most of the time, we rework some songs that we have done in the past to refresh our memory, and then there may be a new song to introduce to the Team....and hopefully to the church. This was one of those rehearsals.
I had heard a new song called, "God You Reign", and thought that this could be a do-able song for the church......it has a chorus that seems simple in the phrasing.....but what is said, and what is sung just surrounds you with a major truth.......God....You Reign!! And, as we rehearsed it and rehearsed it and rehearsed it, that statement got stronger and stronger. 24 hours later; I can still hear it in my head. We know that God is in control, but do we understand what it means for Him to reign in our lives? I understand the "control" that God has in my life; how He cares for me; how He guides me; watches over me; teaches me; challenges me. He is with me every step of the way, but.........what does it look like for Him to "reign" in my life?
The best way that I can think of to answer that question is this.......for God to be in "control" of my life means that He is in charge of everything, and I am His servant. For God to "reign" in my life means that He is King of everything, and I not only serve Him, but I worship Him with everything that I have.....my whole being. That is why I was created......to worship Him for who He is and what He has done. That is why you were created. That is why we were created.
God You Reign
God You Reign
Forever and ever
God You Reign
Yes........that's truth
I had heard a new song called, "God You Reign", and thought that this could be a do-able song for the church......it has a chorus that seems simple in the phrasing.....but what is said, and what is sung just surrounds you with a major truth.......God....You Reign!! And, as we rehearsed it and rehearsed it and rehearsed it, that statement got stronger and stronger. 24 hours later; I can still hear it in my head. We know that God is in control, but do we understand what it means for Him to reign in our lives? I understand the "control" that God has in my life; how He cares for me; how He guides me; watches over me; teaches me; challenges me. He is with me every step of the way, but.........what does it look like for Him to "reign" in my life?
The best way that I can think of to answer that question is this.......for God to be in "control" of my life means that He is in charge of everything, and I am His servant. For God to "reign" in my life means that He is King of everything, and I not only serve Him, but I worship Him with everything that I have.....my whole being. That is why I was created......to worship Him for who He is and what He has done. That is why you were created. That is why we were created.
God You Reign
God You Reign
Forever and ever
God You Reign
Yes........that's truth
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
did you feel that?
"That was amazing!!", "Wow!!", "Did you feel that?", This was awesome!!" These were just a few of the remarks that I heard over this past weekend. There were more......a lot more, but I think you get the point. HRCC had just experienced one of the biggest weekends in the short history of the church.
Friday night, HRCC became "One Church in One Location" with UNITED. "That was amazing!!" All three campuses met together to worship God for His blessings; to celebrate 20+ baptisms; and to share the Lord's Supper. Again, "That was amazing!!"
Saturday, in Denton and Kannapolis, a total of 20,000 eggs disappeared in less than 45 seconds. "Wow!!" This was crazy!! There were almost 7,000 people that showed up to see eggs fall from a helicopter. And that was just Saturday.
Sunday, HRCC's Easter services were attended by over 1200 people. "This was awesome!!"
Now that I have caught myself up with what all happened this past weekend, I can focus on what I saw........or felt. I saw a lot of volunteers work very hard behind the scenes to make everything work as smooth as it did. I saw a lot of hard work rewarded with blessings. I saw a lot of eggs, a lot of people, and a lot of fun. But most of all......I felt God move in the worship of His people. Friday night, the worship began before any worshippers entered the service. The musicians and singers offered their talents and abilities to God for Him to use in the service.....and He did. The same thing happened on Sunday morning..... and God took the offering again, and caused the worship to become more than musicians and singers on stage leading. God took over the worship and moved through His people in an amazing way. If you were there at either of these services, even if you weren't singing along with everyone else.....you had to have felt it.
You know.....the sound of God dancing.....and clapping His hands as His children praised Him.
"Did you feel that?"
Friday night, HRCC became "One Church in One Location" with UNITED. "That was amazing!!" All three campuses met together to worship God for His blessings; to celebrate 20+ baptisms; and to share the Lord's Supper. Again, "That was amazing!!"
Saturday, in Denton and Kannapolis, a total of 20,000 eggs disappeared in less than 45 seconds. "Wow!!" This was crazy!! There were almost 7,000 people that showed up to see eggs fall from a helicopter. And that was just Saturday.
Sunday, HRCC's Easter services were attended by over 1200 people. "This was awesome!!"
Now that I have caught myself up with what all happened this past weekend, I can focus on what I saw........or felt. I saw a lot of volunteers work very hard behind the scenes to make everything work as smooth as it did. I saw a lot of hard work rewarded with blessings. I saw a lot of eggs, a lot of people, and a lot of fun. But most of all......I felt God move in the worship of His people. Friday night, the worship began before any worshippers entered the service. The musicians and singers offered their talents and abilities to God for Him to use in the service.....and He did. The same thing happened on Sunday morning..... and God took the offering again, and caused the worship to become more than musicians and singers on stage leading. God took over the worship and moved through His people in an amazing way. If you were there at either of these services, even if you weren't singing along with everyone else.....you had to have felt it.
You know.....the sound of God dancing.....and clapping His hands as His children praised Him.
"Did you feel that?"
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
thank you
I was sitting here in the conference room today (I was late coming in to work), and it dawned on me that two years ago I today, I came on staff as a full-time Worship Pastor. Wow!! It has already been two years........time just slips away.
I won't even try to put on this blog what all has happened in the past two years. If you have been here during that time frame, you'd understand. God has blessed me in so many ways through the friends of High Rock Community Church. I prayed today and thanked God for all of you that have helped me grow in my position as a worship leader and as a pastor. I even thanked God for all the struggles that have come our way, because it has been through these struggles that we have all grown together. Thank you all so much for what you mean to me.
God is truly an amazing God.
I won't even try to put on this blog what all has happened in the past two years. If you have been here during that time frame, you'd understand. God has blessed me in so many ways through the friends of High Rock Community Church. I prayed today and thanked God for all of you that have helped me grow in my position as a worship leader and as a pastor. I even thanked God for all the struggles that have come our way, because it has been through these struggles that we have all grown together. Thank you all so much for what you mean to me.
God is truly an amazing God.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
a servant's heart
The other night I was reading a post from a classmate in Missouri. He had responded to a forum that I had posted on an assignment the day before, and was asking me about my goal to become more of a leader with a servant's heart. His question was pretty much...... how do you know if you have a servant's heart, and what does that look like? I thought that it was good question and it started me thinking; how do I know if I have a servant's heart? What would it look like to people that I come in contact with everyday?
I could tell stories of examples that I have seen in other people that I believe have a servant's heart, but that doesn't tell me if I have a servant's heart; and that doesn't answer my classmate's question. Still, I recall all the examples that I have seen. There has to be something common in all of them; something that I can learn and develop into my leadership goals. Hmmm; maybe there is something in the scriptures that could shed some light on this. Of course, the best example of a servant's heart was demonstrated by Jesus as he washed the feet of His disciples. And what made this so amazing at the time........it wasn't expected by His disciples. This was not what they would ever think their Master should do; totally unexpected. That's it!!
How do you know if you have a servant's heart? When you take the opportunity to do something for someone, it doesn't matter what it is, and they weren't expecting you to do it; that is having a servant's heart. It is not hard. It may be demanding, and it may be dirty; but it is something that you feel lead to do......and that leading comes from within the heart......a servant's heart.
I could tell stories of examples that I have seen in other people that I believe have a servant's heart, but that doesn't tell me if I have a servant's heart; and that doesn't answer my classmate's question. Still, I recall all the examples that I have seen. There has to be something common in all of them; something that I can learn and develop into my leadership goals. Hmmm; maybe there is something in the scriptures that could shed some light on this. Of course, the best example of a servant's heart was demonstrated by Jesus as he washed the feet of His disciples. And what made this so amazing at the time........it wasn't expected by His disciples. This was not what they would ever think their Master should do; totally unexpected. That's it!!
How do you know if you have a servant's heart? When you take the opportunity to do something for someone, it doesn't matter what it is, and they weren't expecting you to do it; that is having a servant's heart. It is not hard. It may be demanding, and it may be dirty; but it is something that you feel lead to do......and that leading comes from within the heart......a servant's heart.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
what if I break it?
The other night I was communicating with a lady in California through a discussion forum (the internet is so cool), and she was making a statement......or maybe it was a question. She has this fear that when God makes something available for us to use.....what happens if we break it? Will He be upset with us?
I started wondering about the same thing. God has given all of us at least one gift; some maybe more. Our responsibilty is to use our gift in service for Him. If He has given us a gift, then I suspect that He would prefer that we use it, instead of storing it away. I think that sometimes we take what God has given us and we place a label on it. The label may be "precious", "delicate", or "fragile". We treat it like some people would treat an antique. "Be careful with that!" "Please don't drop that! It will break!" Maybe you haven't heard that before, but I grew up hearing it. You know how children can be. They just don't realize how fragile something can be, or how easily it can be broken. We'll just put this away for safe keeping. I guess if we grow up with that in our mind, and then God hands us a gift to use....hmmm. I can see how there could be a sense of fear that God might be upset if we break it.
Then again, why would He give us something and not expect us to use it? If we don't use the gift He has given us, then we will never break it. We might forget that we have it, but we won't break it. It can only be broken if we are actually using it; if we are putting it to use in our lives; if we are......how can I say this?......if we're wearing it out. I believe that if it does break, God will fix it. I believe that if we come to Him with whatever we've broken, He is not upset; He smiles. That smile that says, "Yes!! You're using my gift! That's what I wanted you to do"....
"Well done!"
I started wondering about the same thing. God has given all of us at least one gift; some maybe more. Our responsibilty is to use our gift in service for Him. If He has given us a gift, then I suspect that He would prefer that we use it, instead of storing it away. I think that sometimes we take what God has given us and we place a label on it. The label may be "precious", "delicate", or "fragile". We treat it like some people would treat an antique. "Be careful with that!" "Please don't drop that! It will break!" Maybe you haven't heard that before, but I grew up hearing it. You know how children can be. They just don't realize how fragile something can be, or how easily it can be broken. We'll just put this away for safe keeping. I guess if we grow up with that in our mind, and then God hands us a gift to use....hmmm. I can see how there could be a sense of fear that God might be upset if we break it.
Then again, why would He give us something and not expect us to use it? If we don't use the gift He has given us, then we will never break it. We might forget that we have it, but we won't break it. It can only be broken if we are actually using it; if we are putting it to use in our lives; if we are......how can I say this?......if we're wearing it out. I believe that if it does break, God will fix it. I believe that if we come to Him with whatever we've broken, He is not upset; He smiles. That smile that says, "Yes!! You're using my gift! That's what I wanted you to do"....
"Well done!"
Monday, March 9, 2009
living in a garbage can
These past couple of days have been amazing.....weather-wise, I mean. Very different from last weekend, with all the rain and snow. 70's on Saturday, Sunday, and Monday. It has been beautiful. Just stepping outside and taking it all in; you can't help but think about how amazing God is......that He created all of this for us. And in six days.
I was reading a quote the other day by Keith Green. He was a Christian Songwriter, whose life was cut short in a plane crash at the age of 28. In a very short span of life, he made a major impact on what we now call contemporary worship music. He also did a lot evangelism. Karen sent me a page online so I could read some of his quotes, and this was one of them that fit with what I just talked about.
“You know, I look around at the world and I see all the beauty that God made. I see the forest and the trees and all the things. And it says in the Bible that He made them in six days, and I don’t know if they’re a literal six days or not. Scientists would say no; some theologians would say yes; it doesn’t matter to me. But I know that Jesus Christ has been preparing a home for me, and for some of you, for two thousand years. And if this world took six days, and that home took two thousand years, … this is living in a garbage can compared to what’s going up there.”
A "garbage can"?!? How could he call this living in a garbage can? It's beautiful here. Just look around. I know that may be hard to grasp, but if we think about it; deep down inside, we know he is right. To be in the presence of God, in all His glory, and to share that with all of heaven....
I was reading a quote the other day by Keith Green. He was a Christian Songwriter, whose life was cut short in a plane crash at the age of 28. In a very short span of life, he made a major impact on what we now call contemporary worship music. He also did a lot evangelism. Karen sent me a page online so I could read some of his quotes, and this was one of them that fit with what I just talked about.
“You know, I look around at the world and I see all the beauty that God made. I see the forest and the trees and all the things. And it says in the Bible that He made them in six days, and I don’t know if they’re a literal six days or not. Scientists would say no; some theologians would say yes; it doesn’t matter to me. But I know that Jesus Christ has been preparing a home for me, and for some of you, for two thousand years. And if this world took six days, and that home took two thousand years, … this is living in a garbage can compared to what’s going up there.”
A "garbage can"?!? How could he call this living in a garbage can? It's beautiful here. Just look around. I know that may be hard to grasp, but if we think about it; deep down inside, we know he is right. To be in the presence of God, in all His glory, and to share that with all of heaven....
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